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well i know no one reads my blogs. but i just wanna say i hope everyone had a great thanksgiving. i know im a little late with this. lol. but ive just been stressing and stuff over a lot of things. this family life right now that im going through is bringing me down so bad. but i know i cant please everyone. i just gotta please myself. ohh hes on his way back to WA. =D im sure hes on his journey right now to leave iraq. i could not be happier. i have a feeling im not gonna be seeing him on his leave. when he gets to GA. i know that if i dont see him then my thoughts of the army is gonna change. im stopping shit right now for a guy, and i know its not the smartest thing to do and you should never give up on shit just for a guy but i wanna give him a chance since my love life hasnt been so great. i dont wanna pass up the oppurtinity of being happy ya know? but if i dont see him on this leave then im calling up my recruiter and im gonna go from there. cauz im dealing with home bullshit just so i can be with him. ugh. lol. im stupid i know. but i really think he could be the one! <333